Having to be honest can be painful

December 14th, 2009

Losing sleep over words you need to say to another is annoying. I was at that point last night. I tossed and turned and thought of how I would phrase what was in my heart.

I thought about it for hours today. I NEED to get this off of my chest. How will they react? Will this end our relationship?

I revised and re-revised my long letter. I knew that what I was saying was harsh, but I felt that I needed to be honest. When something weighs heavy on your heart like this, you have to say something.

I am not sure what my words will do. I could have just doomed my relationship with this person. I think God would be proud of my stand. It sure was tough to take it though. We’ll see where we go from here.